Towards the end of 2018, I started to think about what I wanted out of 2019. I say think but really I mean obsess. 2018 had been an okay year for me, but I wanted 2019 to be better. I wanted to thrive and I wanted to achieve something I was proud of.
I spent a long time processing my goals, writing them down and crossing them out moments later. I couldn’t decide what I wanted out of 2019 and then, like a tone of bricks, it hit me.
I didn’t know what I wanted because I was still trying to find out who I was.
Through 2017-2018 I had been caught up in a constant battle with depression and anxiety. I left my apprenticeship and hit an all time low where I struggled to leave the house. It was awful but therapy and medication helped me.
I still battle depression and some days my anxiety renders me unable to leave the house once again but most days I am better. However, all the time I spent fighting I lost myself along the way. So, my 2019 goals are simple.
My 2019 are to grow and develop myself. To try new things without fear that they wont work. To set aside time to take care of my mind and body.
And most importantly, to learn self-love once again.
The creation of this blog and my purpose is to help you become your best self. I will share my tips and experiences in becoming a more organised individual who wants to grow and develop through self care and self love.
I am not perfect, no where near, but I am working on being my best self without being harsh on myself when I am not. Everyday I continue to grow while attempting to help others along their path of self discovery.